TAYLOR ENGLE ANDERSON BRAIN

“What does a soulmate feel like?” asked The Skeptic Who Wanted to Believe. She answered with a bright smile she couldn’t contain:  “It’s the eternal bottom of an exhale.” She means ultimate release:  Giving everything away, everything you have,  with the trust, with faith, with belief that it will return to you— And then doing it again the very next day.

In the long gallery of medieval Europe, few went as hard in the paint as Hildegard von Bingen. Born in 1098 in the Rhineland, she was a Benedictine abbess (can any of us say the same?), visionary mystic, composer, natural philosopher, medical writer, and political correspondent at a time when women were rarely encouraged to be anything at all. Hildegard did not so much transcend her era as bend it, using its language of faith to articulate a defiantly original intellect. She

This is a fiction piece, inspired by losing my father in 2021. As he was leaving his body, he ludicrously, deliriously asked us to help him escape the hospital so he could go on his own terms. That didn't happen—but in this story, it does. I submitted this piece to a writing contest. It was not accepted, so I’m taking control of my voice and publishing it here. I’ve stopped treating rejection as a verdict. I’m less interested now in knocking on doors and more interested in le